Awry

Astray from existence
I find myself
Swimming betwixt
Despair and disquietude.
Vandalized
From inside out.
Boggled mind;
Burning apprehension. 
Sentimentally attached
To a vapourish past.
Helpless;
Needless;
Useless.
Legs can't bear anymore;
A zombie during daybreak;
Feeble, athirst, and vulnerable.
Doomed I shalt ever beeth
'till the abolishment of my life;
A life in purgatory.